Finally managed to catch the latest episodes of House and boy was it a sad one. 2part episode where house is involved in a bus accident and he cant remember how he got there. But as the episode develops, his subconscience keeps telling him that somebody else is seriously hurt from that accident. Turns out to be his best and only friend's girlfriend that was on the bus with him,cause house went drinking and couldn't drive home and so the best friend's girlfriend came to pick him up cause the best friend was busy. In the end, they couldn't save her, even though they knew what killing her( it wasn't internal injuries, but some disease that spread throughout her body as her kidneys failed).

But the way they showed how house remembered what happened was damn cool. Cause he had a cracked skull, he forgot what happened, so he had to resort to jump starting his memory with electricity, a process which could have killed him. Especially love the line where house asked his best friend, "you want me to risk my life to save hers?" and when the friend said yes, he went along with it, even though he was a self centered person throughout the series. Then at the end,when the friend found out the whole truth, can see that he blamed house for causing the girlfriend's death, cause if house wasn't drinking,then the girl wouldn't be there and she wouldn't have died. It was a interesting move to script it that way because house's only friend in the whole series is that guy and now he's pissed with house. So, can see that they're trying to make house seem more human and actually feel other peoples' emotions, but it makes him less awe inspiring because house always seem to not care what people think, but believed in his own judgement . He wasn't like everyone else, but maybe now they'll make him seem more normal, which to me is kinda sad. Cause what made house stand out so much was his eccentricity and uniqueness. Maybe the series is drawing to a close, so they're making him less interesting, who knows with these Hollywood people. Haha. But i don't think there'll ever be a drama as good as this anymore man. Unique, brilliant and very interesting.

Today, didn't get sent home, but getting tired of hearing the stupid words "you are too slow/blur". Just cause i think through what i do before i do it, doesn't make a retard. But apparently F&B industry isn't like that or at least the people I've met aren't like that. But cant be bothered. Not gonna be a chef, that's for sure. Catering was what tempted me, and that's whats still tempting me. Definitely feel that vomiting out everything here makes me feel much better. Morale on the up and up, just gotta think positively, like how i did the whole damn year.


i could stay lost in this moment forever