Well, its been a week since the hols started and its been a week since my folks left for a holiday and i got the house to myself. As expected, i ran riot and have been drinking every odd day since they left. But its not like emo drinking, but meeting up with the boys and just having fun. Haha. Yesterday we were at shaik's house, watching the Holland game and it was fucking hilarious, all of us old st gabs guys and muks, played "7-up" with water, played winning 11 on PS2, CS and god knows what other games. The hols is the perfect time for all of us to meet up and just chill like this. Thonning over at each others houses and drinking. Well, all that's gotta come to an end because this time tomorrow, the folks will be back and so much for enjoying the hols man. Somehow, i can just see myself living by myself, away from my folks and having an awesome time. I mean, i did wash my own clothes, water the plants blah blah blah, so i know i can live on my own. Maybe having a roommie would be fun, just like that jap show pk has me watching now, although that's more like a group of 4 sharing an apartment. But whatevers the case, living on my own seems appealing. But of cause in this world, cash would be the biggest difficulty. So no point mulling over this.

Pretty much doing nothing nowadays. Other than drinking and smoking that is. Not so healthy i know, but i am playing soccer every other week and will try going gymming for the 2nd week of the hols but its like theres no other care in the world for me anymore, although theres still BOE proposal to do. Couldn't be bothered about school, people or anything. Just drink, smoke and watch Euro 2008!! haha. Everyone is near, but yet so far away. Thats the spot on feeling man. The ever prominent feeling of being isolated and alone even though the world we live in is getting smaller and smaller and more crowded.