Well, the misery continues. Haha. 2ND day of the week and 2ND time being sent home. Yesterday chef PMS i think, so sent si hao,wei lai, sunny and me home for being late for class after break (it was only 10mins ah!!!) Today, ms wilson PMS that we didn't print notes, so she practically send the whole course home. Fucking dumb, but what can we do, just gotta shut up and "obey the authorities". Sometimes these people create rules without thinking i think, some of them are just plain weird.

I have this weird feeling, that deep down inside, the reason i can't stand it is because although i came to terms with it, i never forgave nor did i forget. That's why now, i no longer want to be around. Somehow, no matter how much people can say i am a nice guy or whatever, i still cant forgive for what i went through and so, now i just walk away from it. Being away allows you to live your own life and let me be pissed with you for however long it take and no,i am not talking about the jackass who stole my ipod here. It was one of the worst experiences and now,i always have that in my mind whenever i see you and thats why i don't want to be close anymore. Cause theres somethings i never forgive. Just the way i am, i don't hate you for it,just can't forgive you. Maybe someday i can explain. Took me long enough to realise it, probably will take longer to forgive. Thats life i suppose, never a bed of roses. Haha.

Sep lent her old ipod, so listening to some good stuff nowadays. Have to say that music really lifts the spirit. Being sent home yesterday would normally have been very scary and pissing off, but at least i had the ipod and couldn't be bothered whether i was home or in school. Somehow, the bass thumping and the drums smashing just calms me down. Its like i was born to listen to this, maybe it was in the genes (my granddad was supposed to have been a bassist). Anything and everything sounds good now, SUM 41 to U2 to Creed. They're all equally good in my ears now. Spirit's been uplifted, morale more or less around normal, just some other stuff to take care of.

every moment spent with you is a moment i treasure