All this while, i acted according to you're whims and desires. Dropped things at an instance when i thought u needed help. U didn't ask of cause, but just me, trying hard to get something that wasn't there. Joined in even though it wasn't my place. But now, I'm just tired. Too tired to do anything.

I cant help but get the feeling of being used. When they aren't free, u come around and pretend that u want my presence. But once they say they are available, off u go in the wind, without as much as a goodbye. One of u even said that they wont get in the way, but it looks like I'm in the way now. But i wont withdraw suddenly. I'll just play this stupid game, the way u do and play it well. And when one day when u want to me, I'll just say "too bad, i ain't gonna be there". I'll just walk away before i let history repeat itself.