Well, to say it has been a fucked up week, wouldn't be an understatement.

1) failed driving cause of some reckless motorbike who was driving on the wrong side of the road.

2) getting to know that despite me thinking I've improved in the kitchen, i am in the bottom 10 of the cohort.

3) getting scolded for things which weren't my fault but because i just happen to be there.

What more can happen? Haha, i dare not ask man. Seems like the answer to no.1 is of cause retake driving and do it well this time. That's taken care of, test date's Oct 14. Answer to no. 2 isn't that simple. Commis Challenge and theory test are my only remaining hope there, came out of Wilson's mouth. As for no.3, well that's just plain dumb unluckiness.

So things aren't that bad right? It shouldn't seem bad, i mean i have the answers to the problems so it should be straightforward. But its not always the case. I have to summon the inner willpower to force changes in me, before things can get better. All i can think of is, "there goes the 3 point something GPA man". 1 year of working hard and it all goes down the drain. Well, not yet of cause. Maybe overall i might pull off a C+ grade. If i am lucky and i work hard for it. Don't know since when i was this concerned with grades. Maybe its the people around me, always concerned about marks and shit. God i can't wait for the hols.

Excellent lyrics by 3 Doors Down
There's a fear in me
It's not showing
This could be the end of me
And everything I know
But, it's not my time

Anyway, today we talked for abit. Maybe curriculum time isn't the best time to gauge a response, cause after school hours, she seemed that much more nicer. Who knows man. Just going with the flow :)